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I want to talk about being unbanned.
I feel as though I was unfairly banned.
Although yes, I did say things that justified a ban, I feel my actions were justified due to what I was going through. I've thought a lot about this and would like to clarify a few things.

1. I was being bullied, and you did nothing about it.
- QuickSus, SkittysIsReal, and PumpkinPieStlr were bullying me and I complained numerous times, yet you did nothing. I felt backed into a corner and tried to get them to back off, however, that didn't work.
- The bullying went so far as to be considered verbal abuse. 2 days before the incident, I began to question myself, and I came very close to hurting myself because I thought I was a pedophile, which I am not.
- Nobody stopped the verbal abuse. Staff was online numerous times when I was being abused, and nobody did anything. I felt alone and scared, both for my mental health and my life. That being said, I take the blame for not handling the situation correctly.
- QuickSus, SkittysIsReal, and PumpkinPieStlr were unaffected by me. I was being treated as a child throwing a tantrum, which I was, but my only goal in all of that was to get them to leave me alone. It was fairly obvious that they weren't going to commit suicide, though that doesn't excuse saying kys. Upon realizing that wouldn't work, I kept going more extreme hoping someone would notice and help me. Nobody did.

2. I am adopted and am extremely vulnerable to insults.
- I cannot take jokes very well, as I am extremely self-conscious and SkittysIsReal, QuickSus, and PumpkinPieStlr exploited this to make me feel bad about myself. I didn't know how to stop them from doing so. I still don't know how to stop them from doing so.

I'm hoping we can work through this and get me back on the server so I can continue being a part of this wonderful community.

Please reply when you see this.

Sincerely,
Ghostiee

I see your point about the intensive cyberbullying, but the problem is that you never formally asked for help, only in game. 

I will take a look into logs about this, and punishment may be shortened.

Hey I'm pretty new I need to know why I cant join any of the servers without the server crashing

try shortening your render distance and try again

try shortening your render distance and try again

try shortening your render distance and try again

It is to 1 chunk and its still happening

hmm. can you take a screen recording and post it here?

@Ghostiee

your banned for 7 more days and then its over